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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Phase 1

Everyone is busy with their own lives, studies, tasks, works, jobs..
My family, my friends..
They've their own things to do..
What can I do?

Education

Is everything the teachers said are true?
Will they always be correct?
Won't they get wrong? Even 1 time?

I think I'll have impaired psychological development..
Or in simplified way..
I AM GOING TO BE CRAZY!!!

I don't know what should I do..
I'm a student..
And my job is study,
Being a kite, a puppet or perhaps a servant to the teachers???

OMG!!
I am not in a kindergarten..
Please..
I think I've the ability to study myself..
When I don't wish to listen to you during lessons,
please let me be free..
I've grown big enough..
And I don't have any mental problem..
So I'll think for my future..
Definitely..

Phase 2

Nobody will complain about his judgement..
About his ability..
And his morality..

I don't understand..
I don't understand me..
I don't understand them..
I don't know..
And I don't wish to know..
How could it be..

My wish

If I am given a chance..
Just a chance to start a new life..
Begin all my life again, from a baby..
I'll do my best.. I will fulfill every task I must do in my life..
I won't repeat any of the silly, or wrong choices I've made..
I hope..
I wish..
I promise..

If I'm given the chance..

Back
I want to transfer school..
To escape from those things I hate..
I attempt to do my best in everything..
But I'm not eager to have a better day tomorrow..
I know it'll never happen..
By,
2009.09.09

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